L-o-v-e's just another word
I never learned to pronounce.
spell me bitchy bed NOW :(
Thursday, January 07, 2010 / 1:49:00 AM ♥
HELLO :D here ii am mood swing. ya, CRAZY YAM by Hanafi (:
ya, why am ii mood swing? idk. juz needed t complain & F is not online -.- cos he knws wat's going on la.
ha, if he is reading this. ii bet he gotta make fun of me then start talking abt serious stuff then halfway out of topic first & ofcos HIS KITTEN IS CUTE!
xxx
here ii am standing like one retarded mad girl thinking everything will b alright. guess wat? NO. pour almost every out t Jenny tonight @ HK Cafe. aiya, ii knw myself well than others do. (OFCOS!)
seriously, the "got new friends & ditch old friends" i'm not getting over it. especially when u had many great times with them. sorry but in my list there is a few. ii dun mean anyone juz a few tat i've actually texted them bfore 2010 & also some friends actually talk straight t them then tell me abt it. LOL.
sigh. watever lah. want like THEN like tat WE CANNOT HELP IT. nvm, i've got many happening friends. btw, if ur realize i'm more less update on FB statues. ii mean those venting & stuff. cos ii decide t blog rather than updating. hmm, mayb will update only those happening stuff? :D
alright nw back t script. shit, ii juz press an "ESC" buttom & close down wat Nizard have told to add into the script! SHIT! ii got the idea BUT I JUZ DUNNO HOW TO PHRASE IT!
rooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaar! BYE
It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does. ya omgoodness. thy God it didn't work out if not ii will b in deep trouble x/
it's 6:32am.. here ii am doing the kuku stuff while the rest is sleeping, with my mood swing and trying t get rid. :( thy veggie. ii forgive u and ii am here complaining. i'll still put u as the main. no worries. shit, ii lost the confidence & motivation.. where is the top scholar ass?! LOL.
see so many to do yet not focus. Art & Design -.- is like OH MY GOODNESS!
LASALLE
& if u look at the bottom.. "Upon successful completion of Level 3, students graduate with a BA (Hons) Degree."
wooola! ofcos ii believe ii can make it lah. is not bcos of the sch name but dun put high hopes on NP also la. FILM SOUND VIDEO is not recommended t DAVP :(
see, think at home ii got nothing t do rite? I AM researching abt everything lah sia. argh. God SAVE ME!
alright, here ii am @ MS starbucks with Jane & Jenny :D script done but a bit messy can't find any photo shop t print & check thru. argh. nvm, refine by TONIGHT! soooooo, ii can slp?? =P
shooting by this fri hopefully can end if nt say goodbye t sat. :(
The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.
oh it's really sucks! boohoo! ya, ii knw it's gotta b adult fare since 19 dec. aha!
went t sch today. collected both my testimonial from Jnc. (one is from jnc & Big Comm) OH! come on! I LOVE BIG COMM! ahahaha! there is this part "...quiet by nature." my goodness nobody believes it when ii say it out loud. yes, even Ms Jnc.
ohoh, took back all the posters & stuff...
the truth is, wat ii did there. ya, ii am quiet cos ii am very pissed off every single time. so ya, ii listens t all the complaints & say "yes yes" just t please them & ii turn back & complaint t Nat & fishy. HAHAHA! so funny la sia! cos ii didnt add them in FB & ii freaking refuse t add them so tat ii can update my statues & let my teachers knw abt wat im doing & hw do ii feel every single moment. ar, Jo-Ann bad uh? YA OFCOS! they are juz two-sided faces & nva sort it out things face-to-face. (this is the hard truth)
alright, went back t sch is like from Yew Tee t AMK cost me $1.57! & Bus from amk t sch & sch t amk is $0.67! ii was like O.O! anw, went sch meet up wif the rest & had chit-chat session with the teachers. then head t audio rm & refined our script bu bfore tat we have t go thru hard core TALK wif SH! (section head) seriously, I DISLIKE HIM & yet he is a christian -.- even his task wrote this "With God all things are possible" kuku.
ya, he told me one whole his grandfather story after ii was called by Mr Lim after fishy went into his room. then ii was very pissed off with all the questions tat he asked me, slowly the rest came in too. ii defended ourself then he ask who is the in-charge for this short film? (ha, ii think he is pissed off talking t me every time tsk.) ii answered "Jnc" so he called her in too. ha! THIS IS FREAKING BULLSHIT! he changed his stories! he better thy God ii am a christian too if not i'll b standing up & scolded him all the words ii knw. cos we have graduated ofcos ii dare! argh! dumbass SH!
went down t audio room & had all the talks abt SH while passing the scripts ard. ha! Nizard was saying... "he cannot b actor la! want change face also CMI!" btw, nizard is an actor la. so ya, even he himself can tell tat SH changed his stupid face so face juz like "snip!" he changed! *^^$#((@)%* ROAR!
alright we change change change & went off at abt 6pm. tgt wif Shaun & Zhen Yu, we went t AMK POPEYE! hahaha, cos ii mention there is popeye over there. so TADAH! we went!
is located @ Jubliee Complex :D
xxx
yay! we went over there & had great dinner & also it was fishy first time trying Popeye! :D after tat abt 8pm we left & went over t a HDB flat area & refine the script. shit ii am not interested at all this time.. argh, nvm! worst, we've change another script again! this is the 4th time -.- & tis new script is only 6 mins & tat international short film min. requirement is 15 minutes!
home by 1045pm :D
alright, gotta do the NEW SCRIPT. ii am cracking my brain hard while I AM NOT THE KUKU MAIN SCRIPTWRITER! argh.
xxx
UPDATED @ 6:18AM on o5/o1
oh. mother doesn't allow me t go lasalle at ALL!(dun wanna bank loan, nt say ii wont work as well mah!) if nt she gotta go appeal for sports sch, arggggh! shit ii think ii am gotta die over poly. drawing??? watch me fail baby! ofcos had quarrel over it & went off toilet cry like a baby. &&& too angry n actually say tat "ok la, dun study better so dun worry abt money. all ii have t do is to work tat makes u real happy right?!" ii asked u abt wanna read my testimonial nt u just walked away & say u are tired other then read. ha! sry, ur other is way t forget. ii knew it. dun wanna read then dun read. is ok. im happy with my friends will do.
ii really do envy Sam mum's she'll let Sam t study for film by loaning $ from the bank.
now ii am doubting abt my future. shld ii even give up on film? I LOVE FILM I LOVE EDITING MAN! is stubborn+kuku enough for me not t study BUT then i'll only have ITE cert. oh crap sucks! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
so where is my family love? sry t say tat i've alrdy lost it for 7 years ago. ii haven't been feeling the family & ii dunno how does it feel.
bullshit, first tear of the year.
Dear God, ii pray today ii make my decision is nt wrong by going to the mtg. protect over my grandmother, ii dun wanna hear any bad news. Thank God in advance! Amen!
ii got a feeling........... ii feel like shutting my blog xD ahahaha! nah. see how lah blogging for 7 years man (tis yr 8yrs!)! ii love t design but lazy t do -.-
xxx
anw, now im @ MS, Starbucks :D slacking.
woooola, ii have many tots today.
- ii really wanna thy God for guiding me during June 2009-Nov 2009. (not gotta say wat isn't but still gotta roughly say la & let ur mind go wild :D)
** sry for hurting u for some nights (ya, ii knw first time u like tat -.-). JO-ANN MUST STAY FIRM & not let people pull my faith down. tot.... tat person won't still ya, obey t GOD GIRL! yay! anw, thy for everything ya? sweet & awesome U la :D
xxx
** thy God for staying by my side thruout not matter wat happens... cos actually ii feel like... ahahaha! SHHHHH! is over!
xxx
** thy for the 12 years friendship (ting!) & we are still holding on! cos tat period of time, ii tot our friendship is dying & who would bother t save it? :( hahaha, ii remembered one of our sch hours (u were in class & answered my call) ii was crying like a baby called u t complain.. but still really thy for everything..
xxx
** ofcos, thy for W378 for all the love & support! misa & edison for being my cast :D the rest, listen t my complains, whining alot cos of my emotional problems, sry for nt attending cgm & svc regularly, go out wif me for dinner altot im at TB all the time :D etc.
xxx
** thy my usher leaders & usher people! many t mention... thy for sending text msg for updating & also concern. a little thoughts means alot!
xxx
** Lclass people! Mitch, Shaun, Fishy(Zhen Yu), Nizard, Shin Mei(wanna b sexy bitch), tiyans & ofcos angela. ur part alot of parts in my life! ii needed a smile Angela u gave! ii needed a hug tiyans u hugged me! ii nd things t b lighten up, Nizard, Mitch, Shaun & Fishy UR GAVE! ii nd lots of complains & crazy time Shin Mei U ARE THE ONE :D ahahaha!
xxx
** Kclass! ALL OF U PART ALOT OF PARTS in my life! entire 2 years! cos we live & we "die" tgt xD but during FYP editing time, ii knw ii kept giving black face :D sry! emotion cant help la. those who stayed for the last part of editing I MUST SAY THIS... thy for enduring my craps, craziness & sometimes sudden cry :P
xxx
** ALL THE DAVP teachers! ur are awesoooome! we nd food, there it is, we nd things, ur tired to help out! etc. we nd the comp ur tried t shoo the year 1s. LOL!
xxx
anyone ii forget? parents? er, normal la. thy for the $$$$ ur give. hahaha! cab sch, cab home, cab t my shoots... :D sry for nt seeing ur for many days. er, cos normally they'll get t see me when ii am sleeping..
xxx
yay! 2010 will b great. ii juz so wish t have a rich bf! hahaha! so does everyone! lalalala!
adult fare starts...
TML! @#$%^&*()_)*#
argh. stupid shit lah. HOW HOW?! ii cant keep asking different people t drive me out right?? OHNOOOOO! hahahaha... must do a/cing while goin out lah :(
noww.... forget abt the former things & look forward t God installed great things for ME! former things like victory, failures, etc! alright, better return the lappy t the person next t me bfore getting bored :D bye for now!
anw, a goooooood 2010! :D believing for more breakthru & I HAVE ENJOYED GOING JB(Malaysia not JP) with LKY, Ting & Ken! & craving for OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE! yay!
hahaha, they surly miss me keep repeating OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE for many many times. hee.
i've dyed my hair for freaking twice! & nva happen anything! argh! is more of RED now la!
like wat is the difference of MISS & MS? then ITE wif 3.5 & below is under DAE. 3.5 & above is something something.. ii cannot remember... ahahah!
tried the DAE but halfway got the cert thingy which is nt include ITE -.- I DUNNO WAT TO DO
both my personally testimonial & BIG COMM testimonial is ready to collect next week! yay!
ii knw yy ii got emotionally problem cos is PMS-ing -.- this is my second time PMS-ing problem normally ii nva had la sia! sorry t whom ever ii didnt feel like even talking or reply :D
"They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them,
but the entire life to forget them..
People changes ya? No matter what they change to,
you still must really give them your love."
Jo-Ann is her name, Yam is her surname.
love her hate her, you decide.
spell me bitchy bed NOW :(
Thursday, January 07, 2010 / 1:49:00 AM ♥
HELLO :D here ii am mood swing. ya, CRAZY YAM by Hanafi (:
ya, why am ii mood swing? idk. juz needed t complain & F is not online -.- cos he knws wat's going on la.
ha, if he is reading this. ii bet he gotta make fun of me then start talking abt serious stuff then halfway out of topic first & ofcos HIS KITTEN IS CUTE!
xxx
here ii am standing like one retarded mad girl thinking everything will b alright. guess wat? NO. pour almost every out t Jenny tonight @ HK Cafe. aiya, ii knw myself well than others do. (OFCOS!)
seriously, the "got new friends & ditch old friends" i'm not getting over it. especially when u had many great times with them. sorry but in my list there is a few. ii dun mean anyone juz a few tat i've actually texted them bfore 2010 & also some friends actually talk straight t them then tell me abt it. LOL.
sigh. watever lah. want like THEN like tat WE CANNOT HELP IT. nvm, i've got many happening friends. btw, if ur realize i'm more less update on FB statues. ii mean those venting & stuff. cos ii decide t blog rather than updating. hmm, mayb will update only those happening stuff? :D
alright nw back t script. shit, ii juz press an "ESC" buttom & close down wat Nizard have told to add into the script! SHIT! ii got the idea BUT I JUZ DUNNO HOW TO PHRASE IT!
rooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaar! BYE
It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does. ya omgoodness. thy God it didn't work out if not ii will b in deep trouble x/
it's 6:32am.. here ii am doing the kuku stuff while the rest is sleeping, with my mood swing and trying t get rid. :( thy veggie. ii forgive u and ii am here complaining. i'll still put u as the main. no worries. shit, ii lost the confidence & motivation.. where is the top scholar ass?! LOL.
see so many to do yet not focus. Art & Design -.- is like OH MY GOODNESS!
LASALLE
& if u look at the bottom.. "Upon successful completion of Level 3, students graduate with a BA (Hons) Degree."
wooola! ofcos ii believe ii can make it lah. is not bcos of the sch name but dun put high hopes on NP also la. FILM SOUND VIDEO is not recommended t DAVP :(
see, think at home ii got nothing t do rite? I AM researching abt everything lah sia. argh. God SAVE ME!
alright, here ii am @ MS starbucks with Jane & Jenny :D script done but a bit messy can't find any photo shop t print & check thru. argh. nvm, refine by TONIGHT! soooooo, ii can slp?? =P
shooting by this fri hopefully can end if nt say goodbye t sat. :(
The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.
MANY WORDS again!
Tuesday, January 05, 2010 / 3:20:00 AM ♥
HELLO! WELCOME TO ADULT FARE!
xxx
oh it's really sucks! boohoo! ya, ii knw it's gotta b adult fare since 19 dec. aha!
went t sch today. collected both my testimonial from Jnc. (one is from jnc & Big Comm) OH! come on! I LOVE BIG COMM! ahahaha! there is this part "...quiet by nature." my goodness nobody believes it when ii say it out loud. yes, even Ms Jnc.
ohoh, took back all the posters & stuff...
the truth is, wat ii did there. ya, ii am quiet cos ii am very pissed off every single time. so ya, ii listens t all the complaints & say "yes yes" just t please them & ii turn back & complaint t Nat & fishy. HAHAHA! so funny la sia! cos ii didnt add them in FB & ii freaking refuse t add them so tat ii can update my statues & let my teachers knw abt wat im doing & hw do ii feel every single moment. ar, Jo-Ann bad uh? YA OFCOS! they are juz two-sided faces & nva sort it out things face-to-face. (this is the hard truth)
alright, went back t sch is like from Yew Tee t AMK cost me $1.57! & Bus from amk t sch & sch t amk is $0.67! ii was like O.O! anw, went sch meet up wif the rest & had chit-chat session with the teachers. then head t audio rm & refined our script bu bfore tat we have t go thru hard core TALK wif SH! (section head) seriously, I DISLIKE HIM & yet he is a christian -.- even his task wrote this "With God all things are possible" kuku.
ya, he told me one whole his grandfather story after ii was called by Mr Lim after fishy went into his room. then ii was very pissed off with all the questions tat he asked me, slowly the rest came in too. ii defended ourself then he ask who is the in-charge for this short film? (ha, ii think he is pissed off talking t me every time tsk.) ii answered "Jnc" so he called her in too. ha! THIS IS FREAKING BULLSHIT! he changed his stories! he better thy God ii am a christian too if not i'll b standing up & scolded him all the words ii knw. cos we have graduated ofcos ii dare! argh! dumbass SH!
went down t audio room & had all the talks abt SH while passing the scripts ard. ha! Nizard was saying... "he cannot b actor la! want change face also CMI!" btw, nizard is an actor la. so ya, even he himself can tell tat SH changed his stupid face so face juz like "snip!" he changed! *^^$#((@)%* ROAR!
alright we change change change & went off at abt 6pm. tgt wif Shaun & Zhen Yu, we went t AMK POPEYE! hahaha, cos ii mention there is popeye over there. so TADAH! we went!
is located @ Jubliee Complex :D
xxx
yay! we went over there & had great dinner & also it was fishy first time trying Popeye! :D after tat abt 8pm we left & went over t a HDB flat area & refine the script. shit ii am not interested at all this time.. argh, nvm! worst, we've change another script again! this is the 4th time -.- & tis new script is only 6 mins & tat international short film min. requirement is 15 minutes!
home by 1045pm :D
alright, gotta do the NEW SCRIPT. ii am cracking my brain hard while I AM NOT THE KUKU MAIN SCRIPTWRITER! argh.
xxx
UPDATED @ 6:18AM on o5/o1
oh. mother doesn't allow me t go lasalle at ALL!(dun wanna bank loan, nt say ii wont work as well mah!) if nt she gotta go appeal for sports sch, arggggh! shit ii think ii am gotta die over poly. drawing??? watch me fail baby! ofcos had quarrel over it & went off toilet cry like a baby. &&& too angry n actually say tat "ok la, dun study better so dun worry abt money. all ii have t do is to work tat makes u real happy right?!" ii asked u abt wanna read my testimonial nt u just walked away & say u are tired other then read. ha! sry, ur other is way t forget. ii knew it. dun wanna read then dun read. is ok. im happy with my friends will do.
ii really do envy Sam mum's she'll let Sam t study for film by loaning $ from the bank.
now ii am doubting abt my future. shld ii even give up on film? I LOVE FILM I LOVE EDITING MAN! is stubborn+kuku enough for me not t study BUT then i'll only have ITE cert. oh crap sucks! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
so where is my family love? sry t say tat i've alrdy lost it for 7 years ago. ii haven't been feeling the family & ii dunno how does it feel.
bullshit, first tear of the year.
Dear God, ii pray today ii make my decision is nt wrong by going to the mtg. protect over my grandmother, ii dun wanna hear any bad news. Thank God in advance! Amen!
My thoughs: Bits & Pieces of YOUR
Sunday, January 03, 2010 / 6:48:00 PM ♥
ii got a feeling........... ii feel like shutting my blog xD ahahaha! nah. see how lah blogging for 7 years man (tis yr 8yrs!)! ii love t design but lazy t do -.-
xxx
anw, now im @ MS, Starbucks :D slacking.
woooola, ii have many tots today.
- ii really wanna thy God for guiding me during June 2009-Nov 2009. (not gotta say wat isn't but still gotta roughly say la & let ur mind go wild :D)
** sry for hurting u for some nights (ya, ii knw first time u like tat -.-). JO-ANN MUST STAY FIRM & not let people pull my faith down. tot.... tat person won't still ya, obey t GOD GIRL! yay! anw, thy for everything ya? sweet & awesome U la :D
xxx
** thy God for staying by my side thruout not matter wat happens... cos actually ii feel like... ahahaha! SHHHHH! is over!
xxx
** thy for the 12 years friendship (ting!) & we are still holding on! cos tat period of time, ii tot our friendship is dying & who would bother t save it? :( hahaha, ii remembered one of our sch hours (u were in class & answered my call) ii was crying like a baby called u t complain.. but still really thy for everything..
xxx
** ofcos, thy for W378 for all the love & support! misa & edison for being my cast :D the rest, listen t my complains, whining alot cos of my emotional problems, sry for nt attending cgm & svc regularly, go out wif me for dinner altot im at TB all the time :D etc.
xxx
** thy my usher leaders & usher people! many t mention... thy for sending text msg for updating & also concern. a little thoughts means alot!
xxx
** Lclass people! Mitch, Shaun, Fishy(Zhen Yu), Nizard, Shin Mei(wanna b sexy bitch), tiyans & ofcos angela. ur part alot of parts in my life! ii needed a smile Angela u gave! ii needed a hug tiyans u hugged me! ii nd things t b lighten up, Nizard, Mitch, Shaun & Fishy UR GAVE! ii nd lots of complains & crazy time Shin Mei U ARE THE ONE :D ahahaha!
xxx
** Kclass! ALL OF U PART ALOT OF PARTS in my life! entire 2 years! cos we live & we "die" tgt xD but during FYP editing time, ii knw ii kept giving black face :D sry! emotion cant help la. those who stayed for the last part of editing I MUST SAY THIS... thy for enduring my craps, craziness & sometimes sudden cry :P
xxx
** ALL THE DAVP teachers! ur are awesoooome! we nd food, there it is, we nd things, ur tired to help out! etc. we nd the comp ur tried t shoo the year 1s. LOL!
xxx
anyone ii forget? parents? er, normal la. thy for the $$$$ ur give. hahaha! cab sch, cab home, cab t my shoots... :D sry for nt seeing ur for many days. er, cos normally they'll get t see me when ii am sleeping..
xxx
yay! 2010 will b great. ii juz so wish t have a rich bf! hahaha! so does everyone! lalalala!
adult fare starts...
TML! @#$%^&*()_)*#
argh. stupid shit lah. HOW HOW?! ii cant keep asking different people t drive me out right?? OHNOOOOO! hahahaha... must do a/cing while goin out lah :(
noww.... forget abt the former things & look forward t God installed great things for ME! former things like victory, failures, etc! alright, better return the lappy t the person next t me bfore getting bored :D bye for now!
anw, a goooooood 2010! :D believing for more breakthru & I HAVE ENJOYED GOING JB(Malaysia not JP) with LKY, Ting & Ken! & craving for OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE! yay!
hahaha, they surly miss me keep repeating OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE for many many times. hee.
i've dyed my hair for freaking twice! & nva happen anything! argh! is more of RED now la!
like wat is the difference of MISS & MS? then ITE wif 3.5 & below is under DAE. 3.5 & above is something something.. ii cannot remember... ahahah!
tried the DAE but halfway got the cert thingy which is nt include ITE -.- I DUNNO WAT TO DO
both my personally testimonial & BIG COMM testimonial is ready to collect next week! yay!
ii knw yy ii got emotionally problem cos is PMS-ing -.- this is my second time PMS-ing problem normally ii nva had la sia! sorry t whom ever ii didnt feel like even talking or reply :D
is located @ Jubliee Complex :D
